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i forgot what it was i had to do today. stressed which side of the brain is the creative side and which side is the statistical side? i want to hurt the statistical side because that's my crappier side but i forgot which side it is. stressed ******** it, i'll hit both sides. they're both crap to me anyways. i just wish i was normal, you know? i wish my mind didn't control me so. stressed it makes me forget everything! stressed it won't let me be stronger. stressed and it won't let me succeed! stressed crying that hurt. i wish it would allow me to concentrate. but it won't. why does it hate me so?! scream stressed

if i had the ability to learn, i would be the smartest person alive, but i am not alive. how can a corpse learn anything with a brain that won't shut up. crying

i am not a pirate, i am a powerless corpse.

You are a pirate, and you do have the ability to learn. You know my whole toasted speech from earlier today. Too toasted to repeat it.

I have work in about two hours, and I seriously don't want to go and spend my night at work. Lame. D: