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Another day within the world....Sitting within an empty cage,waiting for the time to break free.
Each day passes,each day goes...I onle wait for when my love returns.
Within this cage,I can see all which is taking place within the world...I see only lack of justice,acts of cruelty and torment...Yet the true torment is to be trapped,without any ability to change what I see...onle to look,and feel blame.
Angels keep watching me...their gaze harms me in every possible way.
Long ago,they have trapped me here...for they know I could ruin their ways of existance.
They could not destroy me...so they bounded me into this prison,kept me here with no option to ever exit.
What keeps me real,is the existance of Love...for her gaze is one to fill me with joy,her smile is one to make the world stop,and all the abominations left aside.
Still,she cannot release me from this cage...for the world itself is my bars.
Death is but a temporary rest...since it will never release me from the bounds of reality.
From time to time,I saw an opening within the light chamber which shows me onle horror...I saw a dark spot,which contained in it Nothing.
It had no color or shape or anything to it...but it gave me hope,a hope that this Nothing shall consume away the light,joining it to itself...by so,ending it.
Yet many times I wonder...if it is just me,or is it the fate of the world?
Yet ending everything...
But,within the world of lies,there is one truth...love.
The angels,my captors,cannot see the nothing,but they can harm my love.if the nothing comes,it shall end it all...leaving onle Nothing to remain,yet love is the onle thing worth saving...without love,the world is truely empty.

I live to love,and to change the world into love...for an empty lack of existance is as empty as the Evil existance.
Love is a change...the third side of the coin,and that is my option.