Okay, the titles a lie, sorta. Just notice the quotes around the LOVE part. No. NO.NOOO. I did not love him. I just thought I liked him But i guess I really didn't it was all just in my mind. Or should I say heart. Since i didn't really think about the fact that i may not like him because I rarely talk to him. But now I know that hes a f'n retard. So here's the story: So all last year everytime I'd get on the bus he'd be all lovey dovey to me, tellin everybody that he was just so in love with me, yada yada yada. Everyone knew that he liked me. But see, then, I was very cautious around him. I knew he had a reputation. That was real... bad. And then there was the fact that I didn't really know how I felt about him. I knew he was bad news. He was deemed a player, and he's not all that cute. But the one thing that took over was that he was so funny and I loved being around him. Everything was cool last year. I went with the flow, hangin with my besties an' all. I dissed him whenever we talked about him and was basically inoring him. But this year I got the twisted idea that I actually liked him. I fooled myself into that. Because since my mom and his mom are like besties, we'd always be around each other. Ya' know laughin and stuff. But i didnt tell anyone that i liked him. Until towards the middle of this year. I had made this resolution that i wanted to be who i am no matter what. (so far im doing good) and I told my friend. But she's like a refridgerator with the door tore off cause she told him. HIM!!! that i like d him. So one day he randomly started a conversation with me on facebook and i was just innocently chattin alonng when he randomly said "u like me" of course i told the truth and it went like that. But i wasnt really lookin for a serious relationship or anything. I just wanted to talk and get to know him. Even though he would almost always start the conversations he told my friend to tell me"stop inboxing him cause im gettin annoying," And I was like WTF!!!! that ***hole. I was so mad and hurt that I felt like crying and killing at the same time. And I couldn't explain that to anybody cause they wouldnt understand and my friend already hates him. So my friennd went up to him in the hallway and was all like u know my bestie is like p.o'ed at u. And he just SMIRKED and said "i know" Now i wish i could hate him but i still find myself thinkin about him and feeling sooo sadtalk2hand cryingstressedgonkxdevilemo I dunno why and i dont know why all of this is happenin. Lucky for me im moving this summer
The Black people and SKATERS anthem. It may be a song from a long time ago but it's still alive. rofl
