'lo all!
so school is officially out now and has been since midday yesterday (saturday).... three things make themselves obvious to mine perceptions as of now....
A. i have NO idea how i did in ANY of my classes
B. that spooks the bejeezus outta me
C. i can't stop worrying about my grades
D. i really could not take getting a failing grade in one of my classes, let alone more than one...
oh, i found a new recipe online recently that i'd like to try out. it's for a 'knuckle sandwich' and whoever makes a comment about how many things are on that list will be the first one to taste it.
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so, one of my best buds was scheduled to come home from his army training on saturday, but they sorta shafted him and now he's supposed to be coming this coming weekend. that's not really a bad thing, persey, but this week is the only time i have off from school before the next 11-week quarter starts and i was really excited that it fell on the same week that he'd be home. stupid army. i can't remember what the word reticent means... i think it may be fitting to describe my present mood though....
i don't think that the people around me have been noticing, but i've been in a funk for the last coupl'a weeks and it doesn't look like it'll be going away soon... i've been questioning my chosen field of study, my intelligence, my skills (if any), and my sanity (...if any)......
it kinda bites because i can't really get truly excited about anything and the only way for me to be happy is for me to lose myself and act happy-go-nuts et al. ya ken? i've been questioning my purpose and if i haven't already outlived it (to a degree). blah, blah, blah... self-analizing psycho-babble....
writing this kinda stuff just makes me more depressed, so i'm going to change the topic....
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"Tekkoshocon" is coming. fear it. fear it i say!! my friend Tom's gonna try to get me on staff for it, but he isn't doing a very good job at keeping me informed about it... ye hear that Tom? (he's on Gaia as well....) the last i heard was that we'd be setting up at the Expo Mart some time this coming thursday, but i don't have any times or info on it yet....
oh, for those who don't know (and still care) Tekkoshocon ("Tekko" wink is the largest anime convention here in Pittsburgh, pa and it's still growing. supposedly it's one of the biggest nationwide, but that seems kinda sketchy to me... not quite right, ya know? i'll halfta look it up some time.....
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also coming up is the comicon (in the same building, just weeks later).... GA, nemesis, and i may (or may not) be cosplaying for that as some characters from Terry Pratchett's "Discworld" series, (but we may yet chicken out i think.. not GA, but probably nemesis.....) anyway, i'm supposed to be going as the "wizzard" Rincewind, the most incompetent wizard on the Disc. ..... ..... now, i've always, ALWAYS wanted to be a wizard, but..... should i be taking offence to this suggestion and regard it as a crack at my own incompetence or should i just think of it as a crack on the fact that i can't grow a decent wizardy beard......? either way, you guys bite.. (j/k)
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la-dee-dumm......
i think i ran out of interesting things to talk about, so i'm gonna stop before i start going on about the seven full loads of laundry i scronged up from the depths of my room whilest cleaning.... that freakin' took half a day to finish....
ciao for now and see ya on the other side (.......don't ask me of what)
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