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I was out today looking for that second job. When I got home, I noticed that a woman has messaged me on Plentyoffish.com. The same site where I met Natasha. I was intrigued, so I messaged back. At that moment, the faith in my relationship with Natasha has waned to the point where I felt that we were not going to be together long.
That all changed when I heard a song on the radio. It was odd, it felt like someone calling me to listen. At first, I didn't hear what the lyrics were saying. So I went online to hear it again. That song "California King Bed" by Rhianna almost spoke to me. Helped me remember how important Natasha is to me. It told me in it's own unique way that i shouldn't throw her away so easily.

So I made a decision. I will continue waiting for Natasha until she gets back in touch with me. She is important to me, and I have to keep working to make this relationship work.

Speaking of which, that older women who I once dated for about 2 weeks wants me back. She has NO chance of that ever happening.