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"If you love something, set it free.. If it comes back, it is yours.. But if not, it was never meant to be..." That's what I'm thinking of doing.. Maybe I should get on with my life.. Give up on that relationship. It would hurt me for sure, not knowing if they would've gone with me.. but you know what, it doesn't friking matter! It's not even that serious anyways! It's not like it's life or death! Why the ******** do I take it so intensely?? Here's what I am going to do: Don't give a s**t. For some reason, I always fail that.. And you know what else I hate? I hate how people call me a "player" You have know idea how much it hurts.. I've actually heard some of my friends say that.. Wow, I thought friends are trustworthy, but no, now I believe that most backstab you.. And there are only a few who are like the diamonds in a pile of junk.. For the people who call me a player, I have a few questions for you. First one: Do you think it's MY fault that I like so many people? No, the HELL it's not...If you want someone to blame, blame friking puberty.. Someday, you'll be like this and I'll be calling you a player, too.. Let's see how that hurts.. And another reason is that I wear my heart on my sleeve.. I doubt you dumb bastards and beyotches know what that means..Second one: Do you people know what the meaning of player is? Apparently, NOT.. A player is a term for someone who cheats on his/her's companion or who dates many people, hurting one after the other.. The last time I checked, I don't date people.. So, again, why don't you ******** damn beyotches check the friking Webster's dictionary before you call someone a word that I bet you asses don't know..Last One biggrin o you think I enjoy liking so Many people? That's a ******** dumb question but I'll answer it anyways.. THE HELLZ NO! Do you think it's soo ******** FUN to find out that the person who you like doesn't like you back?? Do you think It's ******** AWESOME to find out that yesterday, you didn't like him and now you do?? Do you ******** A$$ES WHO CALLED ME A PLAYER THINK THAT I LOVE TO BE AT THE CENTER OF ATTENTION BECAUSE OF GOSSIP ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIPS??? do you??? I ******** HOPE NOT!!! DO YOU HONESTLY THINK I ENJOYED THIS PIECE OF CRAP?? DO YOU THINK I LIKE BEING CONFUSED ABOUT LOVE ALL THE TIME?? and, DO YOU HONESTLY THINK I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BEING CALLED A PLAYER AND A SOON- TO--BE WHOR3??? DO YOU??? Now, I gave you something to think about.. Last comment: If you've called me a player, how do you feel know that you made someone close up their heart.. Closed off from any type of a romantic relationship for most of my life... Thanks a billion, you bastards...You pretty much screwed up everything.. go to h3ll.. And to the ones who have supported me, you are my diamonds in the rough.. smile
~Yes, I've changed over the years. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't wanna get used or walked over. I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets anymore, because soon enough they will be told to everyone, and I distance myself from people because in the end they're only going to leave. I've changed because I've realized that I'm the only person I can depend on.~
 Beasty_Hearts · Thu Jun 09, 2011 @ 08:25am · 1 Comments |
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