Today my friend is was gettin all pissed off at me. I was joking around like I always do. I don't what the hell is her problem. She won't even talk to me. I'm sorry that she's having a bad day but, just because theres something going on with her dosen't mean she should take it out on me. I wouldn't do that to anybody no matter how mad or stressed out I am. Maybe it's just cuz she's not doing so well right now, but still, that dosen't matter. It makes me mad when she does that. She almost turns into the devil. I am always up for a laugh it'll make me feel better. I have a lot of problems to but most the time you can't really tell if I'm unless I say somethin about it.
Like:
* What is me and my family gonna eat tomorrow cuz we have no money and no food
*Me and my family can't go out to eat somtimes cuz we have no money
*I can't buy a prom ticket cuz I have no money
*I can't go to prom cuz I have no money
*My clothes can't be washed cuz I don't have a washing machine and can't go to the laundary matt, cuz I have no money
*I have to sell my car cuz I don't have any money to fix it
*I can't get new clothes cuz I have no money
*Me my mom and my sister live with my brother cuz we can't get our own place cuz we have no money
*My sister has to wear my shoes that she grew out of now and can't bu y any cuz I have no money
*I don't have many hair supplies cuz I have no money
*I can't eat the food that I want at school cuz I have no money
*I had to take the only dog I ever got to keep to Chicago, cuz where we live now dosen't allow pets and I got caught. She 's been there for almost a year and still counting
*Every day my mom's car is practically on empty cuz I have no money
* Just about everyday she ask my brother for money for somethin we need because she has no money
*My mom's car has an oil leak an the cars smokes really bad, but she can't get it fixed cuz she has no money
*I don't get anymore child support cuz my dad dosn't have a job and we need it to buy the things we need
*I can't buy a yearbook cuz I'm poor
This was from what I can remember for right now. My friends don't really know all the problems I have, at the most they know two or three. I use jokes and laughter which makes me feel better and push them away temporary. People will never she my problems in my face cuz I try not to let it get to me. And while others complain about little problems, there is always someone else far worse. I not a complainer and you'll never hear it. I just try to deal with it as best as I can.
And when I can't joke around I'm thinkin about my problems. I think I'm gonna stop now cuz I'm gonna cry.
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