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Dearest Erin,
You saved me from myself. I've wrote you so many letters that I will never send. I dream of the day I will hold you in my arms and I know it will never come. When I heard the news about you I forgot about my own horrible fate. I was just about to jump on a plane and go see you when my closest friend at the moment almost killed herself. Now I know how much I love you, but I will never get to see your smiling face. Whenever you think of my in the future just know I love you and Heather with all my heart. I actually started to think of marrying you, but now I can't let you see me at my lowest point. I'm sorry. I never want to see me weak and that means I won't be coming to see you. Take care of yourself. Tell Heather every day that I love her. I will be watching over you darling.

I love you.