I was left though I didnt know why he didn't kill me. I wish he would of though. I have nothign left to live for my parents were dead my sisters and brotehrs raped and murdered. Then me just alone and being his wife non the less. That i think is the one reason that I get sick ever night. Just thinking about being his wife makes me want to die in wait. He is nothing to me, I wish I could just run awy from this place and never come back again. Where to go, I would never be normal again since I have been cursed by my lovely husband. If I do leave his side I will lose y words. I have done it before and it does happen but as soon as I'm close to him again I get it back. I begged him to kill me but he said no. He says its my eyes that have a certain feeling that he just cant kill. That they are the thing that will bring down this world and will make it happy. So he has to keep me close so I don't harm his plans. I never got what he met though my this.
 Mami Kyo · Sun Jul 31, 2011 @ 05:01pm · 0 Comments |
