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Jumping from one end to the other continuously makes me very indecisive.

Well no duh you ********. <---

--> I've been jumping from one end to the other all day.

Does it matter?

No it doesn't.

Yes it does.

No it doesn't.

Yes it does.

Should you care?

Yes.

No.

Yes.

No.

Are you being heartless?

Yes.

No.

Yes.

No.

And so forth.

I shouldn't let what people say get to me, they are only words for ignorant fools that only see the worst in me. I did what I thought was right. Better to come clean without being angry and hate-filled. In my opinion I saved myself a lot of time.

Its always good to get things out of the way before I get angry. I fixed a lot of things with a few co-workers, even if it cost me a lot in terms of the typical gossip and other bullshit.

Don't take s**t from anyone.

If I had my way, I'd knock the teeth out of a lot of people. There are laws against such measures, so I can't.

I'm not sure if this is the end, or a new beginning - whichever it is I'm done with it. Whatever happens now will not be due to what I say or do. I've said what I wanted to say, and I hope I can trust that what I have said would remain with the person I said it to - if not, then I know I can't trust that person. Its alright, I half expect it, I'm not angry.

*shrugs*

To get something you want, you have to give something of equal value. Does this mean that what I am feeling right now will someday equate to happiness? That would be nice. I'd be pretty happy.