Once again, I have that "world against me" feeling. and that helicopter passing by isn't helping. ><
Despite all my planning...my intention...like everything else I plan...it backfired. I really should have seen that comming, too, considering that EVERYTHING i plan goes haywire. But that's not all...ever since then, i've yet to talk with her, and the last time i've talked with anyone from that household was the 29th of last month...about a week ago, but the fact that it was just so random and short doesn't make it really count. As far as talking with "her"...i haven't seen hide nor hair of her since the 15th of march. I can only begin to wonder what I've ruined when i think about it.
You know that phrase "When life hands you lemons, make lemonade"? Well...these lemons are putrid and bitter....and life just loves making me suck down that lemonade...
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I dunno. This is like what I was talking about on the phone the other day. Sometimes It's just really best to keep crushes to yourself. At least I'm going to take that advice for myself. That way I won't end up with stupid ex-bfs.
Let me tell you something my best friend told me a long time ago at least, what I remember from it.
She told me that I need to move somewhere like California for more people like me. I'm seriously not moving anywhere due to Vegas having everything I need for the most part. So, as far as I'm concerned, I'm not going to be happy 'relationship-wise' due to the fact of my sign and how I am in general.
For you.. It's tough. And you're on the cusp of Scorpio/Sagittarius right? That's gonna make it even more harder for you. I'll explain the signage crap later or something.
Gah, I'm sleepy and all of that probably didn't make any sense, so to sum it up, I give hugs and hope that one day soon, things will turn around for the best.