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what a horrible day.

totally bombed an impromptu speech this morning (like i just stood up there and said "I have absolutely no idea what to talk about." wink , goofed with conversational responses all freaking day, biffed it big time on air again, ate too much awesomeness at supper, and am completely unprepared for a test tomorrow.

I've been studying since 3:00, and I still don't know anything. I got away with hopefully just a few scratches from the Tuesday test, but this one feels Big.

gonk

I've been trying to find the bright spots in the day, as is my rule. (for every bad thing, you need to find at least two good things.) but i simply can't do it today. For serious, I spent all day paying close attention to everything so I could be happy about something, but the more I paid attention to stuff, the more I messed it up.


this bothers me greatly.


so I'm thinking I'll turn in early tonight.

wind down with a little piano, wake up early to study so it's fresh in my brain.

then the test, then vocal practice (urrrr, i can't remember which songs I'm supposed to be working on....), lunch, reading, 'nother class, then blessed chill time before band. probably go where I did on Tuesday during that time slot; it's really quite awesome ^^

then two more tests on Friday, along with the expo in the campus center both Friday and Saturday.




bring it.