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finding a true friend.
"when i am out there saving everyone, who will save me." i cant seem to find anyone who cares about me. who will say hello to me every once and a while and tell me how i am doing? i cant seem to find anyone who is just like me. I feel very sad. who is going to cheer me up when i am down. make me smile or laugh. this is something that i dont enjoy because nobody cares as much as i do. all i want is to be able to have a friend at my side when all else fails. to be able to say that everything is going to be alright. I feel lonely most of the time because hardly anyone talks to me. so, i look desperate in a way when i talk to people every day. I just don't know what to do. i just don't know how to express myself, and i don't want anyone to be burdened by my problems. However, whenever i say hello to my friends. it almost seems like i become annoying to them sometimes, and i can't get the feeling that they ignore me on purpose. all i ever wanted was to have a few friends to tell me that everything is going to be alright. but i know that....thats not going to happen anytime soon. i try my hardest to keep everyone happy, but it is hard to stay positive when you feel ignored.
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