This needs to be in my journal because it's important. I'll just copy and paste from my LJ and add more later.
I...I need love...and comfort...I'm so stressed...
She has the surgery, and in the middle of the night, she had complications. She had to go in for a second, emergency surgery to drain the hemoglobin(sp?) from around the neck so she wouldn't die. So yeah, she almost died again. I was at home when this happened, thinking I would just be in the way at the hospital. Besides, my dad and brother were there. Sooo my boyfriend came back with movies for us to watch and he found me in the kitchen with a blank look on my face and tears running down it. Safe to say I didn't sleep very well last night. I skipped class, letting a classmate know what was going on so he could tell the professor, and I went back to the hospital at about...1:00 PM I think. Stayed until about six, when my mother kicked me out and had my boyfriend drag me out kicking and screaming because I refused to leave her side, but hadn't really eaten anything all day. So we ate (grudgingly on my side) and that's when the dizzy spells hit. He took the keys from me then and drove us back to the hospital. Stayed until about 9:30 PM, when they finally kicked us out. Visiting hours ended at 8. The only reason we were kicked out was because the shift changed. I was in quite a bit of pain by then (endometriosis) because of all the stress, but tried to hide it. Tried and failed. Not to mention it was getting hard to breathe. So Jaymes took me back to his place and walked me through some breathing exercises to help me breathe. They worked, but then the dizzy spells started to REALLY hit. It's one thing to be dizzy and feel imbalanced. It's quite another when the room shifts at a 45 degree angle and shoots upward. And I was sitting down. -_- And theeeeen I started getting nauseous. And the pain got to the point of me screaming. And I was hot to the touch, yet I was getting cold chills. It's a very good thing I have such a loving and attentive boyfriend who promised not to let my family know what happened. It would be bad if they found out, cuz then they'd have two people to worry about. I finally felt fine enough to go home, but not until he gave me another present. And Inuyasha T-shirt. Squee city there. ^.^ I still feel dizzy, and in pain, and sick and all that, but I must put that all aside, for I have a 7:30 AM class.
Let the good times roll
 ZariDragonfly · Thu Apr 13, 2006 @ 09:17am · 0 Comments |
