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still at where i left off in the pit of misery no true joy only fake happiness a put on to try and hide my pain and escape sympathy
piled on the weight i don't care anymore i feel like sitting on a edge off a cliff and shutting my eyes and see which way the wind blows me
drugs dont work hard to express my feelings or even talk about my problems i feel like im totally a lost cause
then again what am i typing this for no one aint going to read it well maybe just to see something to understand what state of mind i am at
i want to cry i want to rage i want to fight i want to destroy i just want peace with in my self
im hopeless