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Dearest Felicia,

I begun to hang myself in the night.
With all the things I've done to you
Hiding all that is true
Bending them into the lies that you know
My scars have never healed
And bleed open when I think of you
Knowing That I can't make it up to you
No matter what I do
In the end I know now
Just don't know how
Things got so far down
Nothing I do, will be unfounded
When things are so grounded.
When things split down the center
Of those I knew before.
Dealing in shadows is all I know
Sleeping away the light that is given to me
But you kept my heart from falling apart
While I was ripping yours out
And knowing without a doubt
It was all shots into the dark
Always right back to the start.
So many words that will never come true
From all the things I do
Now that your gone, I know I was wrong
How I long to be in your arms
Cause you make me feel whole.
Ending in echos
Will leave only those
Screams into the silent wind of the night
As I fade from your memories out of sight
This is my final letter to you.