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you may never get to read this, or any that i write. regardless, writing to you makes me think that your still alive and well.

i do not know why im writing to you: maybe because you took me by surprise when u said we couldnt be friends; maybe because i made you uncomfortable unknowingly; maybe because of the things left unsaid, i am not sure.

TBH when it comes to you, the first thing i would say is that i love you. i have a girlfriend that i am faithful to and will love her with all my heart. yet i still love you, the kind of love that makes me want you to stay happy. when the time comes that our paths meet, i will never let you go. i will do whatever possible to be the best friend i can be to you

i do not know who you are with or what makes you happy anymore. idk if you still enjoy singing songs, or drawing like you use to. i just hope you have something that makes you happy. i wish god allows you a time when you can follow your heart. to listen to it and do what you alone desire.

i'll right again when time permits

I love you,
Wtphu

PS. in my heart i consider you to be someone irreplaceable. i want you to meet my girlfriend/future family someday.