my bf just died about a month ago and i couldn't believe it.
he was only 13 when he died. when i found out i just zoned out. i didn't listen to anything his parents wer telling me. i just sat there thinking of all the things we had done together and every thing we still had to do and yet never will.
when i went to school everyone just stared at me. some asked if i was sad or even ok. i tried to hold back the tears for i didn't want to show how sad i realy was. i miss him every day and wish he were still here but i know i will see him again. who knows, mabey someday it wont hurt so bad and i can think about him without regret filling my thoughts and tears running down my face.
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