So I've been in love with a man named Jacob since I was eighteen. I met him on this site and all I want is to be with him, but I know it will never happen since he doesn't even want to see me in person because I have a boyfriend who always wants sex and cries about it. Well my heart cries for Jacob and I always yearn for him. So this song that I'll be putting down relates to how I feel.
Can I have some painkillers?
Love is a bad memory
Love is a hurt memory
When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is
Love is love
Only when it hurts
When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is
Is it supposed to be a killing pain
I feel choked
I can't breathe
Time can't heal the wounds
Make me laugh just a little
Please heal my heart
This terrible headache never gets better
Holding a pillow in my arms
Getting a p***k in my heart
Over and over
I scream in the dark room
I have a nasty cold
I never get better
I swallow the pills without water
The dirty morning
The bad cold
Why coughing again?
It's killing me
But I think of you
Seriously, you are the only medicine
Maybe it is over
I'm crying
I'm crying
This bad cold never gets better
When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is
Is it supposed to be a killing pain
I feel chocked
I can't breathe
Time, can't heal the wounds
Make me laugh just a little
Please heal my heart
I need some painkillers
Help me take my pain away
You were always harmful to me
That's what I thought but...
Ma mistake
I can't live without you
I can't take care of myself
What should I do?
I feel like I might die
It's killing me
But I think of you
Seriously, you are the only medicine
Maybe it is over
I'm crying
I'm crying
This bad cold never gets better
I don't want to let you go
I would beg you but...
I don't have courage to do so
I'm too sick to do so
When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is
Is it supposed to be a killing pain?
I feel chocked
I can't breathe
Time can't heal the wounds
Make me laugh just a little
Please heal my heart
(She didn't even answer the phone)
 Elena Boleyn · Mon Nov 04, 2013 @ 03:06am · 0 Comments |
