Have you ever liked someone so much that you constantly check your phone just hoping to see a message from them? You just want to talk to them every second? You just miss them so much that you just curl up next to your pillow and your heart aches a little with the thought of them being so far away. Or that you just want to call them yours? Kinda of claim them? Haha that makes it sound kind of territorial. That's not what I meant by it but oh well.
Anyways. I'm going to get to the point here. I really like this guy. He lives one state over, ten hours away, and I'm currently sitting in a hotel room about five minutes away from him missing him absolutely terribly. I just want him to send me a text but then I feel like I'm asking too much.
It really scares me. I feel like I like him somuch for meeting him only yesterday. I don't wanna leave. I don't want to go home and be away from him. I want him to be here and just hold me till I fall asleep. Or give me a kiss goodnight. Give him a hug goodbye. Something at least. Is that too much to ask?
I want him to call me his girl. And make me feel like I'm his and no one else's. I know that might be kind of a stupid request, but it's what I'm hoping. I don't want to be with anyone else. He makes me feel so happy when I'm with him. I just can't help but feel like we could do so good together. Like we could make it.. But all I need is a text. Or a sign that he feels the same..
I don't want to hurt.. I just want to be happy and have it last. I want to find my Prince Charming.
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