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crying i hate my life i hate it because evry day i feel like i have to stuggle not to cry. most of the tim ewhe im with my freinds i seem happy and peppy . but i do that just to keep my self from crying and to keep my friends from woorieing about me.dont get me wrong i wasnt alawys like this not until when i turn 9. i grew up my parent just seemed like they stoped caring. i had no one to talk to so i just kept my feelings bottle up inside of me. but it's been especialy hard t0io keep my self from crying for about the llast five or six months becuase it was about that long ago that my only uncle died and it made me realy sad but once agian i felt i had no one to talk to so i just kept it bottle inside me . even now. i only act like im perky so i dont make my friends worrie and especially so i dont make my cousins worrie there about the best thing that's happened to me in the past six months and i dont want to make them sad so if u know them please dont tell them sweatdrop crying crying cry sad