Silly boy, I would've stayed to the end.
It is endlessly frustrating to not be able to say what you want to say to someone, when you want to say it. To know that they are right there, listening to every word you say, even if you are afraid and stumbling, and they are afraid and ready to bolt at any second. That's what you want, but not what you get.
To wreck yourself over someone, just because you are sure they had what was a good reason at the time for doing what they did. You want to hear their side of the story. You want to know why. But they won't even summon the courage to tell you.
How long do I have to wait? Building a bridge and getting over it is out of the question now. In the world of you and me, I'm going to be stubborn in the only way I can. I know what I want. You've got to give me something. I'm stupid enough to let the rest of the world pass me by. Come set me straight.
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3/19/10