Do you ever have those days that are completely wonderful and you just don't want them to end? Those days are absolutely the best and, I will happily admit, I had one of those beautifully wonderful days today. My dad got married today, which in itself is very exciting. But, my date to the wedding made it that much more exciting.
I've liked this guy for a while, trust me when I say a while. And just recently we have started dating. He is rather extraordinary. He is absolutely wonderful and yes, I can see myself falling in love with him.
It really frightens me that I will mess things up with him. I have a habit of messing things up. But, at the same time that I am being harrassed by my own paranoid thoughts, he makes me feel safe and secure. It's really, truly very remarkable to have someone calm you so much to where even your thoughts are silent.
I really do enjoy his company. The time I spend with him is always ending too soon. And that is what shows me that time with him is well spent. I enjoy everything about him. From the way he laughs to the way he breaths. He's very comforting and I love that. And, it's truly only a matter of time before I catch myself doing that frightening act of falling. And I have faith that when I do, he will be right there to catch me.
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