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Do you ever have one of those days where you just feel a little... Off? Today I woke up from a bad dream, I was crying and I just felt kind of sad. I don't know what the dream was, but I think it screwed me up. I tried my best to be in a happy mood all day but I don't know. The sad feeling just never went away. I watched this anime all morning which did make me cry at one point. And then I watched a video about animal cruelty on facebook which made me cry. And it's just dumb. I am irritated with today I guess. That's really all I can say about today. I just want to curl up next to him, read a really good book, and cuddle while drinking hot chocolate and watching movies of some sort. I mean, it is that time of year.

I absolutely love winter. I know that this is completely off topic, but winter is my favorite time of year. And, even if it is still fall, the weather has been acting like winter. Raining, gloomy skies, cool weather. And it is absolutely beautiful. I love getting all cozy in my fuzzy pants and a sweatshirt, underneath a blanket with the window open while I reread my favorite books and find new books to read. Or watching a million episodes of the current show I am watching. Or even watching a disney movie that I used to watch a million and one times when I was a kid. This is an absolutely wonderful time of year.

So, today has not been the best days. I hope that tomorrow I am back to my happy go lucky self and I hope that I will stop being all sad and grumpy. I don't like myself when I am like this. I feel bothersome and irritating, moreso than usual anyway. I don't want to go to bed in a mood like this. I want to be happier. Cuddling with my puppy is working slightly. And I watched Anne, I love that movie. So, with talking to him before bed, I think I will go to bed a little happier.