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So obscure.

I decided to go back to the first entries of this journal - I was so happy then, where did it go? Almost two years worth of entries and from what I can see it just turned horribly wrong.

My fault, obviously. However I can't blame myself forever, but once you start its hard to stop.

Maybe I should just stop caring altogether and go back to putting my feelings aside. Its apparent that no one cares for me in the way I want them to. I cannot and will not force anyone to do that. But what bothers me even more than that is the fact that people are treating me like a child. "Go out and get it yourself, I won't help you". These people didn't have to do anything and they got what they wanted.

They're just lucky.

Lady luck is not on my side, she still believes I need punishment.

A certain blonde friend of mine knows exactly what I am talking about.

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Aside from that, I'm alright. Nothing interesting to report, not a damn thing. However, I'm planning to cut all emotional ties from people at my work. 'Tis better for me to work without any sort of attachment, for when I leave it will be easier.

Tomorrow is the offical end of the semester. Next week is finals week. Woot.

And Brian Setzer kicks a**. Go rockabilly go.