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I think I seriously hurt my wrist. I can move it just fine, but sometimes it hurts. I'm hoping that I get my insurance information in the mail this week so I can make an appointment to see a doctor. This is definately work related and I want it fixed before I break it or something. D:

Not that it matters or anything.

So yeah, I've been thinking again. As Tiffany pointed out, I have all the time in the world to think. All I do with my life is wake up, go to school, go to work then go to bed. Whatever free time I have is spent in my room or on the computer. ...So I was in my room not too long ago and I thought "am I close to any of my friends...do I even know them?" the first thought to come inside my head was "of course, why would they be my friends if I didn't know them", but upon thinking that turned into "come to think of it, I barely know them at all." I feel like I've opened myself to my friends, bearing everything that is me to them, while they haven't done anything of the sort. Which brings me to wondering if I am as strong as I claim myself to be.

I never knew how vulnerable I was before. I'm pretty damn weak. I have to close myself off again.

"Stop saying and start doing"

Done.