well...i quit track today after the practice...it was a good way to get and continue to be fit...but i have things i need to do...i have places where i have made promises i need to keep (sherri...my mom...my bro....myself) and i want to go back next year so i left on a good note and chouch said it was ok and that there was always a spot on the team for me next year (which i plan on taking)
well today has been strange...i found out that my bro was fired today (little mistake that might have been worse...but he got booted) ...life not all tha fancy money wise....i was forced to drop art....i have to pay 5 dollars to do community service lol
but the one thing that really hit a cord that i did not understand why it happened and what the thing was but at lunch my mind went into overdrive with partial discust and wonder, while also having kindness flood my mind, for there were three people that were spread out and alone...to me this is a wierd thing...people should always have people to talk to and be around
so i invited them all to get in at our table for i did not understand why they were sitting alone and this sentence from the first i invited ovr caught me off guard and emotion over flowed "well normally people don't just invite others to there table" this is just another thing that i was like "wow...how can people be so socluded and others not care" granted i'm not a freaking revolutionary of the people casted to the side and i don't catch every instance where people are left out ...but it just was like...how can people (if they look around and are not distracted) not see someone sitting there and after a bit and not wonder why they are there...they could just ask them to join in...and if they refused then it means that they are fine where they are...and if they accept then you have just been one thing others have not "HUMAN" everyone in liverpool stays to its own group and an out sider is never welcome and is always left to be alone....i dk...people don't change unless they want to change..and view points are never avverted unless the main observer wants it to be so
i'm tired and i have to call McKay...goodnight,
bye
 Affliction of the mind · Tue May 16, 2006 @ 02:03am · 1 Comments |
