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	the life we hold before us, is more important then the sorrows we have had in the past "with the limited resources we have on this planet, we should not be fighting...but this will continue and humanity is lost. But no matter what ill fate deals us, if we are alive we will have hope"

	What the **** is this st?!?**
	What the **** is this st?!?**


(if you have not heard/read my thoughts on the concert please if you wish click back one) but i am listening to what people think is "Rock", this st sickens me this is crap...where in the world has the soul of rock gone....people has no taste if "train" is under the genre of rock....this is not "rock" this is the new modern stuff that people has put under rock...unless i hear a different song then i have and my opinion changes i will has such a distaste for people and there "taste" in music ...the more this stuff spreads the more the soul of music is dieing....Society is **** up human souls and music, the world we live in is a pit of st, we set the standards for what "we" (the norm) supposedly think is beautiful and right and good and interesting and there is not free thought...WE ARE A HIVE...look another bee in the cult of society, shakes his head it disgraces the thought of human originality and the few people that spread the true thought of what it means to be real to be human the truest of its meaning are being shut down or locked out from saying or doing anything...they are outcasts and the more and more people do this the more we have dolls and little puppets of the shdaows of a human soul grits his teeth, his discust flows from his pours as he sits in his chair listening to what people think is cool it has all been done before...even what i am doing now...all the people that shout out just make another hive shivers i will not be a bee, i'm not wanting to be a follower; looks to the side out of thought and of being ashamed at his own inabiltiy to forge his own way through life it is harder then it is to say it, i will find a way..i will get something so that i can call it my own were i can stand and look at the world from my own personal world and not be associated with the hives the cults of people going through life oblivious of what they do...they are happy with the waste of a personatlity, people see life as a normal flow of follow the leader.....but its not always bad i guess people need something to set themseleves to a standard....looks up and mentally straight into the eyes of the person reading this i want to set m own standards and i want to do it in my own way to find a thread of hope that i am not a follower or a leader...even if i eand up some way doing following, i want to find something were i can say to my self that i have hit the flavor to my own personal rescipe but by no way shun out others on there own little happy-ness; for that is not who i am. i refuse it...all that read this and all that just skim i want you to know that this is my thoughts and in no way do i want others to change the way they do things....i try to and will not do that, please forget this journal i just feel that i can't say this to no one person but only a board of text where i can have my mind and soul displayed and people have the right to act like they have not read it.....i want to create no uncomfortable situation for anyone..you have the right to click out of this window and foeget everything i write...in fact i wish you to not respond if you are uncomfortable in anyway i have spilled my random moments of feeling...the sudden burst to say what others have already said, has just been emptyed and my bin is not dry...i'll stop talking and go back to my normal self mrgreen bye neutral EDIT: ((i am compelety sorry for my lack of "," and periods and correct spelings and i do not wish to change anyone it...for i would merely be changing the emotion that spilled...this hear is even a taint to that feeling that i have drop in this digital code so i'll stop now...but sorry again bows )) Affliction of the mind · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 01:48am · 2 Comments


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	But you see, in this world, there are many disasters and calamities that create a lust, an almost adolescent yearning for leadership. In no way do I condone a mindless drone of a follower; but one must realize that without leadership, the world would fall to pieces. And with a good portion of people not sharing your mindset, new leaders would rise and take power over others. In that case, others would be forced into oppression, and the world would be much worse than it is at this point. So, though you may not like it, you have to realize some amount of leadership is important. sweatdrop Offline Teh Joshers · Community Member · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 03:20pm


	yes it is true that we need leaders to a certain point, but I also know that humanity is loosing its spark as we all slowly morph into a conglomerate norm. At times I have to wonder if what we call madness is actually freedom from the social structure's oppresive mindset. what has the world come to when what it means to be a human is lost and what makes us who we are is considered insanity? Ive written on this before, talking about not wearing a mask to blend in with the souless majority, about not sinking into this discusting social normality. But there are people who feel better this way, and then I suppose yes by all means if thats what you want, if youre happy, then stay. But I for one agree with you and would like if nothing more to be able to just be who I am and not part of this single national mind. I have my own soul, thank you. I want to do things that most "normal" people see as insane, but if It means that I can be what im supposed to be and want to be....then so what if im "crazy"? Not all music has lost its soul. some songs are blank, meaningless, and uninventive phrases strung together but obviously not all have become this way. There are still people who put something into the music, and leave soemthing with you as you hear the song. Not everyone is a follower, right? Some people see what the world has become, wasted and destroyed with its pain ignored, and some people want no part in this. We want to be our own. Not normal, not what everyone else wants us to be, but ourselves. even if I seem to be part of a cult just by saying all this, since it has been said before, but it is what I believe.... Im not trying to be a rebel, a stereotype for a teenager...im just trying to be human. Im trying to be what im supposed to be. How is that wrong? Offline Indigo_rose_daela · Community Member · Sun May 21, 2006 @ 12:50pm

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