why is it that no matter what happens it is always somehow me.. my job sucks and it is cuz of me... my life sucks.. and it is because of me.. most of it is how i look and it pisses me off to high hell... i wish i could change.. but i can't so what am i to do ? what i want to do is just start running and run until i fall over and pass out but i CAN'T even do that... i would fall over not even an eighth of a mile into it and just lay there and cry because i can't even release the tension within me... i can't do anything.. except cry which just frustrates me more! the only time i almost had it vent wrong was when i was fighting with a friend and i was driving behind an 18 wheeler... but i got my head on enough to stop ... but someone said something at work today and we all made a joke about how we were psycho.. so i was just thinking about it and i just realized how sorry i really am.... how pathetic it all is ... i am just sick of it all
Melena Rai Community Member 
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