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Just one more day...
The last day of learning.
The last day to see the inside of a classroom for a purpose.
The last day I was unofficially a high school graduate.

Knowing I passed my finals.
Knowing I passed my classes.
... low scores they may be.
Knowing nothing else counts.

With a sickness in my head
and a void in my heart when he left me today.
Oh well, I say. I'll see him tomorrow.
But today was the last day.

I only need a little more time.
Just putting the final touches on everything.

I'm graduating.
I was worried before...
But I'm finally getting excited.

And now a weekend with no mother.
And now a weekend when I have all the responsibilities of the home.
Being a "mother", a friend and a teen at the same time.

It was one more official day of being a Senior in class.
It was one day where I could be a Senior.

I love it.
I hate it.
I just want to share the joy with everyone.
I want everyone to be as happy as me.
I want to help as many people as I can.

But let me say Thank You.
Thank you to all those who were there for me.
Thank you to all the people who knew I could when I thought I couldn't.
Thank you all for pushing me ahead.

Now just two more things to do.
Then Prom. Then... I graduate.