Im sure most of you knew it was my birthday on may 28th...
THURSDAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY:
My father rang me on my mobile, He lives in a place called Penguin and i live in Launceston. Anyway my parents have been split up since around 1996, Every month till were 18 he has to come up and visit. That hardly ever happens.
He always comes up with some excuse not to come down... But the excuses are always when somethings comming up for me, Like my birthday. Since i get home sick i dont go down to Penguin to visit him, Or my grandparents. Everytime on a phone call or something he talks to my for about 5-10 minutes wile he's on the phone to my older sister Emma for an hour or more. Anyway he rang up on thursday saying he's not feeling to well and he will not be able to come up.
Before then i was excited, I was giving him a chance to change his ways and try and get to know me better but he blew it. After talking to him for a couple of minutes i made an excuse to hang up on him, He said his usual "Love you, Goodnight" And i said the same back, I got of the phone and was crying [Yes, Im a big sook] My mother is also sick of how he treats me, She was going to ring him up and go off at him, I told her not to but she wants to tell him when he comes up to visit next. So anyway i was really upset with him... I love my father, I just dont want much to do with him now... Its hard to explain everything and you probly think this is no reason for how i feel but you dont really know how much he has hurt me... To me, My step Father Timothy is more of a real father then Michael my real father... This is also the reson why i use my step fathers last name "Taylor" On here, My real last name is Dwyer which i hate!
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