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Oh boy..

Life sucks major a** right about now..

I mean high school's getting on my nerves.. and I have one more year god dammit... stupid piece of s**t. It's very stressful.. especially since problems are underway in the future..

I'm in my own little share of the same problems, wanting to beat the crap out of people, sex, and other stuff...

I just realized that the problem may start to escilate in the near future.. but I'm willing to take chances, along with my parenter in crime. But I know we trust each other and he won't do anything until I'm 110% sure.. and I'm not even that positive that I'm ever going to be that sure.. But I know one thing for sure.. after that one moment where he was almost on his knees begging, I couldn't see him ever like that again.

I mean I know we're both happy right now.. but raging hormones are bad... really bad.. I just love him so much.. and I don't want to ever see him like that anymore... It's just... to complicated an image to put into words.. I just feel it in my heart.. and it's so strong that I wish he was here right now so I could give him a hug..

Anyway.. I'm going to give my mom that talk when I start finals.. next week.. hopefully she won't be overbearing.. stare