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i ******** hate school. with a passion. especially geography anything. i cant learn that crap. and i dont want to. who cares what happened in the past? it will never help me in any way and that comes up to much for me to learn anything. now im in a credit retrival course where i have to do 26 tests on the computer, and alot of worksheets to get my grade to a 70.

i must pass all. each test takes up about 1:30 for me. and even then i fail and have to redo it.

others, 45 minutes maybe. and they pass great. they are on like...their 16-20th test and almost done. we have till June 30th to finish it all.

...im on my 3rd ******** test. and ive failed it 8 times. i seriously am trying and its not working. middle east and its war waging has ******** me up royally. and ive noticed ive been a serious b***h to others, trying to cope for something good or positive that day.

and im more sorry than i could ever be for that. ill probably be a b***h till this month is over. so, im going to try and distant myself from bitching to anybody. ill be on gaia. just like...not trying to make much convo. i dont need to go at others cause of this. what i should do is just kill the main frame to the stupid comps. XP

other than that. ive had alot of fun with my friends and bf. had our little gay campout sunday, phillip brought his lappy so if you saw me on here. it was during the lunch break, car breaking down, or i got home.

.....and, i want my old, "light bulb fried" hair back....this seems to much like a mohawk. XD

....i swear if i was any more stupid, id be legally retarded...*longful sigh* at least chris has been totally supportive for me.

i love you chris. like so much its not funny. :3

you make me happy alot and i couldnt be thankful enough. ^_^

,your bitchy friend you kinda put up with
Shmoogy.