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Ramblings of a bipolar man
I was going to hide this, since this was suppose to be a 13+ site, but who am I kidding.. We're all adults here, and these are opinions of a broken mind..
Albuquerque
So... I decided since I had cast them off years ago, I wanted to check on them.. Risika looks happy and she deserves it.. Little Nym lied us to death haha.. Jealously I'm guessing.. I checked on Sammy too.. I know it only lasted a week and she stuck it out long past someone should have knowing I loved Aliss, but still, I feel bad she got wrapped up in the crazy.. Still find it funny how it was okay for Aliss to ******** around but not for me.. She's faking her smile.. I know that smile well.. I used to wear it before... I would have taken her over Aliss to be honest.. But as soon as she said she was a partier, couldn't do it... Aliss seemed like the best chance at a decent wife.... I checked on Aliss too.. That one..... That one's quite sad to be honest.. I honestly thought she'd get someone..... Better? And that fake smile is there too... Hahaahahaha, I tried.. I did... They all rather lie and twist things to make them feel better.. I doubt she'll read this s**t anyways... I think I lied enough to send her away.. I was reeeeeally evil.. As much as I could actually... I'll always love her.. But she doesn't have her own opinion, she's a media zombie like the rest of these humans.. Google whores hahhahahahaha... I guess that's what its like always living in a city and having people there for you... I never had that, my mother always brings it up when she calls like blah blah blah, i'm sorry whomp whomp whomp.. It's okay, really.. Your a human.. Everyone here is a human, flawed and ugly , no matter what we want to think.. No matter how many voices yell at me telling me I'm a load of s**t.. Like most humans have actually hahaha.. And yet, here I am, owning ******** land... Two cars and a truck.... Still need to sell that pos..... A great job doing stuff I love.... VIDEO GAMES... I mean, other then the loneliness, I'm doing awesome... Money can fix that too.... Wonder if I can find a decent gaming chick.... Hmmm.....






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Zephyr Wormwood
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commentCommented on: Tue Nov 07, 2017 @ 05:42am
I forgot to add... What's it like to have mommy and daddy always there for you? My dad died forever ago and my mother is.... My mother..... Another thing I'll never understand I guess..


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