wow. today was supposed 2 b 1 of those lazy days where you sit around and do nothing..... instead i end up doing kitchen chores and cleaning hampers and changing sheets and pillow cases and sorting dvds and video cassettes..... and did my god damn little 5yr. old brother help??? HELL NO!!! the little b*****d got away with it and got to do different things.... then he decides that he wants the tv while im finishing the original chore me and him were assigned....... hes a real piece of shitty whiner who does nothing but goof off and whines to get his way.
other tiring day was on friday when i went with my mom to take my brother to his damn science class when across the street is my birth father who i havent seen in over eight years......... ******** it he doesnt look how he used to. *starts to cry* his ******** drinking and diabetes have seriously aged him. my mother was actually scared that he would recognized her. it figures he wouldnt recognize me. the b*****d hasnt seen or heard from over eight years.oh god i need somthing to kill/burn/cut up caused im SO PISSED OFF at the sight... stressed i really hate the sight of him...... hes so old and ugly, sorry to sound like a prep but he really is, he looks nothing like i thought he would. i just wish there was somthing to help me feel better...... sadly i have to go to summer school, ok not really its called summer session for this program im in called upward bound, monday through thursday. i wish my mom and step dad would let me date... most likely i won't be able to until im 18.or 16 if i find a good guy that they approve. ie like one of my crushes from school.^^
 revenge_is_sweet · Mon Jun 26, 2006 @ 03:09am · 2 Comments |
