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When i saw you
as i looked into your eyes
i stepped off the precipice of sanity
and plummetted down onto love's sharp rocks
and as it tore and mangled my body
i wanted more
i became addicted to your voice,
i needed your warmth
every time you came near
my mangled body became whole again
and thus i step off the precipice again
i didn't mind the pain
i gloried in it, knowing that i would become whole again
but now, when i take that leap
into the precipice, as love's sharp rock's precipice, as love's sharp rock's pierce my flesh and dig into my bone
it also shaters my hope, and cuts my soul.
My mangled body dosen't heal
anymore, because you are gone.
as my soul scars and my heart bleeds
i try to clime out of that hole
to regain my sanity
but ebery time i see you my heart aches for you
And thus i fall back into the pit
and again i land on the rocks and the pain returns
a lasting pain
a pain that is almost numbing
the only hope i have left is that someday, someone,
can make my body whole again
that someday i can feel taht esctasy of jumping off the edge
but until then i'll lie here
with my body torn and mangled,
and i'll wait
i'll try to hold on