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This is not a poem. It is just why I lost trust in my mom.
1. She sold out my room to some strangers right when I got out of the hospital for surgery.

2. She locked me out of the house 3 times when she knew I didn't have the key. Her excuse was that she was going to pick me up from school.

3. She never believed me about her boyfriends.

4. Everytime I go to the store with her she only gets things she likes. Saying that I should try it. She keeps getting squid and I will hurl if I eat that!

5. She makes everyone else look bad so she can look good.

6. She says she is better than all of my friends, and never proves it.

7. She makes fun of my friends.

8. She thinks she is a better srtist than my friends. From looking at the art in my room you can tell she isn't. She rearranged some of the art and made it look awful. I had to spend three hours sorting out that mess.

9. She steals my money that she has no right to touch.

10. She stole my movies and sold them.

11. She gave some of my video games to her friends.

12. When I broke my leg because my little brother messed my skate board, she was more worried about the bill than if I was okay.

13. When I told her I was Bi she said I was a confused child. If I had told my dad he would have handeled it better, she says she is more understanding than him.

14. She says she knows me, but does everything that shows she doesn't.

15. She expects me to trust her, when she doesn't deserve it.

My mom has been through a lot, but she never made it easy for me to like her. Her boyfriends always tried to do stuff and she never stoped them. Tjhe first guy I understand. He was srong and broke the brakes to my bike. And tried to food poisen me. And no I am not lieing.

The second guy she could have did something about. I got a lock on my door and never cleaned my room because of what he tried to do. She cleaned my room on the weekends and showed him how to unlock the door. All because I locked it on the weekends, and I had a spider problem.

I told my dad and he got his brothers, my uncles, to kick that guys a** out. But my mom still makes it look like I'm in the wrong and that he was a good guy.

This is why I lost my trust in her and hate her sooooooo much. Any ideas on how to improve our relationship? Or do you have similar problems? If you don't....than don't say anything like, "She loves you," because it doesn't mean anything if she doesn't express it.