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old poems
[like pointy sharp daggers ..the pitchfork pierces through the darkness...the farthest corner of the bar smothered in it...light hidden from it..a clasped claw follows it..as does a body covered in the shadows leaving just a crimson eye glowing brightly..her tail wips loudly ...snaping back and forth...a low crackle of a laugh is heard from the half covered mask]
"To come and play the little ones with me...to devour soul and flesh alike...who is the first my fangs shall seek...the one who'll taste my fork tonight."
[grinning she sits in her rocking chair.her red eye glowing brightly and minacingly..she says to her visitors her thoughts..her mind revealing its secrets..poems light and dark alike..between ever coming]
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Love Lost
"LOVE LOST"
"As i walk apon the shore
the ocean at my feet
i wish that there was more
as i look up in defeat
my eyes they hurt with tears stained blood
my essence cracking , spliting from the inside
the sun kissed clouds , red and orange flood
light glaring my view from what i cannot define
wings of white and gold connected to my love
soaring high above i watch her fade from view
innocent ,carefree. filled with forgiveness, my dove
you took my spirit as you flew away
grief and pain left behind for another day
sorrow killed me this same night
i hope i reach you within the light."
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My Reflection
"MY REFLECTION"
"My reflection is stained and tainted
the sleepless dreamer who does not breath
apnea plays my fears like a harps string when plucked
death crawls beneath my skin
cracks left behind pouring blood as dark as the night sky
the shadows that wait for me to turn from the light
always haunting me this reflection."
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Sin Devoured
"SIN DEVOURED"
"Death will be quick
as a sword who carries his own weight
carful for thy sins
to be impaled with a stake
no eyes shall not wake
the edge thin and sharp
to eat your insides slowly
a journy you will embark
of pain, sorrow, anguish.
the constant fear of always staring down at your back
the evil shall follow threw
in and out with each attack
point by breath, breath like state
don't make an impression on the devil
his likeness will follow your soul
to break, to eat flesh
blood crimson pouring like tears
the rips sown with leather string
your darkness swallowing , wrapping your soul with its own flesh
legs like spiders taking you to your fate
to see without eyes to speak without lips
the needle keeping your empty shell together
a slither of hope gone
forever no more...
you feel nothing
you are no more
to be gone
emtpy."
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Ater_Atra_Atrum_Mnemonide
""..::Ater_Atra_Atrum_Mnemonide::..""
"The eyes that know to much...
the eyes that hide behind a skin of light,
the muse that digs beheath touch,
with nails dipped in the night.
With blood she comes to bring thoughts of death so bleak,
to dream...to daze..think things that are not me
but me she is...she does not need to speak
..but her actions drive me to insanity.
but bared she is behind a dark wall.
within in a room...with no door but two windows
and two lightbulbs high above
she stays with two other like me
a little girl ..pig tails..a lifelike doll
and the lighter muse..my consience
the lid that closes her eyes so she cannot see."
[made for this picture]
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Ater_Atra_Atrum_Mnemonide
the dark muse : flumen
the light muse : exsanguis
the third : sileas...or - pupa
"The sleepless dreamer who does not breath."
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Crimson Flood
<center> The sea were i tread is filled wth crimson blood
my sacred staff of fuscina red light stirs within the flood
i swing my head back and shout to the heavens
my eyes black with a bright red glowing from within them
"Death shall come for thee some night
while i come from away the light.
The darkness consumes and sirs so deep
I stay within the empty walls so steap.
The evil and good are nothing but ideals
I stay with the margins..the inbetween is what i feel.
I bring my hand up to the sky
with my staff flying so high.
I shall bring forth the truth to thee!"
with my staff i raise..and bring down into the sea
it splits and boils
turns and toils
spikes and flesh alike surface from its sandy shore
it turns and gathers moving like tenticles for more
i watch with my bright red filled eyes
the true self in disguise
slowly as i walk toward the long vines
they move toward me like connected to my mind
as i step onto the black hardened bark
roses spring upward around me then turned dark
blood driped from the dark peddles
her eyes look around for anyone who would meddle
seeing she is alone she drinks from the pool of blood
that forms at her feet from the roses flood
my body twists and turns from the inside
my eyes turn completly black no longer can they hide
spikes long and black.scaled from under
spring from my back as i scream loud like thunder
tail that whipes wildly from my lower
i grow tall and looking down at my body i tower
skin leathery with long claws spring from my feet and hands
head turning toward the barren lands
long wiry crimson hair spiked and bled
as the horns that spin and twirl from out of my head
long chesire ears with hair coming from the ends
my apperance dark and glooming my demon from within
as i smile an evil kind of smile.
my teeth so sharp my eyes so shadowed and vile
who can withstand the Sileas?
Duanna Kellan's master and friend
the soul of the dark one comes from the hard shattered wind. </center>
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Sileas's pets
this is Sileas's friend and companion..she stays with her and is
very snake like..Sileas eventually slowly transforms into a demon mixed
with her as she enherits her powers...
Duana Kellan
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her staff is alive and needs to be fed all the time ..if it's hunger is not apeased then it will slowly devour its master's soul for that price..
it is powerful and cannot be destroyed so easily
eats=souls,flesh,blood,aura's,essance or energy
-very possibly more powerful than sileas..she keeps her dark side hidden within the eye of it-
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((ooc-
TBM!!! &333
kitty!!!! by DRALI"See what you do to it!"
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KittEh form
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Meaning of my name
Sileas (pron: Sheliss) -"The blind one, or the sixth, Youthful, The feminine form of Cecil. Also see Sheila. "
(scottish)
Ciaran (pron: KEER-an) -"ciar "dark" and the diminutive -in it means "little dark one." Popular for over 1500 years, at least 26 saints have borne the name."
(irish)
Siin was the rebirth of Sileas after her death.
Her background.:
Background wrote:
It starts when Sileas ran away with her sister to get away form her father, since being a demon of her sorts the women on her mothers side of the family had a change in personality or power or both when they were in pregnancy for the first time. her grandmother went crazy and killed herself after Sileas’ mother's birth
so her grandfather arranged a marriage for her mother with a horrible demon with much money
her mother didn't like it so after her first birth of Sileas and her madness she had an affair and had Terabob, who was half tiger half fox.
Her father went mad with fury after her birth and killed her mother; Sileas and Tera were really young at that age and ran away.
Then they went separate ways and found each other many years later at Gaia. Soon after Sileas met Shippo and was happy and she had her child though slowly her cursed roots came back to her.
Shippo turned into a tiger demon to protect her from her father if he ever came to take her child and during this Sileas' mind went threw much turmoil from her sudden yet gradual transformation of her birth.
a power grew inside her until it was to great for her to control by herself so the power split into 3, which turned into separate personalities...and now she slowly transforms as her body adjusts to the new power and medicine helping her on the way.
Now she and Shippo are just friends. They had a falling out a while ago and Sileas’ only option was to be alone. Lloyd is slowly helping her realize that she doesn’t always need to be alone and is helping her slowly but surely.
But again her demons come back to haunt her every now and then making her slowly shut herself off from the world. She has done many bad things in able to survive her hellish world but now that she lives in Gaia she trys to repent for her evil deeds in helping the helpless. Everynow and then she resorts to her Dark self in order to help them, but that time is very few if any at all.
---all in all..sileas is about over 5000 years of age..-----
Siin's background has yet to be known.
Another fixation.
The sea were i tread is filled wth crimson blood
my sacred staff of fuscina red light stirs within the flood
i swing my head back and shout to the heavens
my eyes black with a bright red glowing from within them
"Death shall come for thee some night
while i come from away the light.
The darkness consumes and sirs so deep
I stay within the empty walls so steap.
The evil and good are nothing but ideals
I stay with the margins..the inbetween is what i feel.
I bring my hand up to the sky
with my staff flying so high.
I shall bring forth the truth to thee!"
with my staff i raise..and bring down into the sea
it splits and boils
turns and toils
spikes and flesh alike surface from its sandy shore
it turns and gathers moving like tenticles for more
i watch with my bright red filled eyes
the true self in disguise
slowly as i walk toward the long vines
they move toward me like connected to my mind
as i step onto the black hardened bark
roses spring upward around me then turned dark
blood driped from the dark peddles
her eyes look around for anyone who would meddle
seeing she is alone she drinks from the pool of blood
that forms at her feet from the roses flood
my body twists and turns from the inside
my eyes turn completly black no longer can they hide
spikes long and black.scaled from under
spring from my back as i scream loud like thunder
tail that whipes wildly from my lower
i grow tall and looking down at my body i tower
skin leathery with long claws spring from my feet and hands
head turning toward the barren lands
long wiry crimson hair spiked and bled
as the horns that spin and twirl from out of my head
long chesire ears with hair coming from the ends
my apperance dark and glooming my demon from within
as i smile an evil kind of smile.
my teeth so sharp my eyes so shadowed and vile
who can withstand the Sileas?
Duanna Kellan's master and friend
the soul of the dark one comes from the hard shattered wind.
my sacred staff of fuscina red light stirs within the flood
i swing my head back and shout to the heavens
my eyes black with a bright red glowing from within them
"Death shall come for thee some night
while i come from away the light.
The darkness consumes and sirs so deep
I stay within the empty walls so steap.
The evil and good are nothing but ideals
I stay with the margins..the inbetween is what i feel.
I bring my hand up to the sky
with my staff flying so high.
I shall bring forth the truth to thee!"
with my staff i raise..and bring down into the sea
it splits and boils
turns and toils
spikes and flesh alike surface from its sandy shore
it turns and gathers moving like tenticles for more
i watch with my bright red filled eyes
the true self in disguise
slowly as i walk toward the long vines
they move toward me like connected to my mind
as i step onto the black hardened bark
roses spring upward around me then turned dark
blood driped from the dark peddles
her eyes look around for anyone who would meddle
seeing she is alone she drinks from the pool of blood
that forms at her feet from the roses flood
my body twists and turns from the inside
my eyes turn completly black no longer can they hide
spikes long and black.scaled from under
spring from my back as i scream loud like thunder
tail that whipes wildly from my lower
i grow tall and looking down at my body i tower
skin leathery with long claws spring from my feet and hands
head turning toward the barren lands
long wiry crimson hair spiked and bled
as the horns that spin and twirl from out of my head
long chesire ears with hair coming from the ends
my apperance dark and glooming my demon from within
as i smile an evil kind of smile.
my teeth so sharp my eyes so shadowed and vile
who can withstand the Sileas?
Duanna Kellan's master and friend
the soul of the dark one comes from the hard shattered wind.
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