I thought,even though we were together for a year,I would be able to let him go.I know I tried,but the age difference was so much.It wouldn't be once we got older,but now it is.He is the nicest person I know,and only tried to make sure I was happy.I was just too stupid to see how wonderful it was to have him say he loves me!But now I can forget that,cause while I still wallow in self-pity,he went and found someone new.He had been with her for a while and didn't even tell me,and now it feels like every little peck on the cheek since then was a major crime.I want to get over it,I do,but it is just too hard,and now I feel like I'll just ruin his life if I do anything.
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