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I don't feel very good, I do love Kaitlyn very much, I really do, I think I can feel how she feels torwards me sometimes, its just a feeling in my heart. When I am with her I am happy. But when Dustin is there, I can feel something, like everything , all the love I felt b4 Is like slowly moving away from me and going torwards him cause like the thing I gave to her.... I said, all he has to do is snap his fingers and shes back with him.... and I do so much more probably, and I still get nothing out of it, maybe just a short talk and a small kisses and hug, which is normally good enough, but its just for one day. not for alifetime. Well My heart belongs to Her, I cant take it back even if I tried, girls are just friends to me except her I can't ever change that fact. I don't know, maybe I am just over reacting....I hope so.