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I don't know when I started to get addicted. I guess it's because of my father… He was also addicted to alcohol. He died because of it… along with my mother I told myself I'd never get addicted to anything but I guess I was wrong.
But I guess it's my fault, it'll always be my fault. I'm laying here tonight on the concrete thinking about my now ruined life. I wonder who'll miss me…

Sasuke?

My rival in everything, we are best friends but we compete in everything.
I remember that one time in high school, we had an eating contest. Nobody won though because we both threw up every thing.

I chuckle at that thought.

I wonder if Sakura will… I always was annoying to her when I liked her; she was and still is very beautiful. She was slowly becoming nicer to me though not as much as she was to Sasuke before he left to the army. I tried my best to comfort her when he left….

Kakashi, I'm not sure. He was very nice to me always giving me veggies and such… yeah I know he will…

Iruka… I don't want to think about it… He is a father to me…

Hinata…. My beautiful wife… Our first child is due in a matter of weeks…. I wish I could see him…

I can't think any more and I see a bright light… there's so many things I wish I hadn't done and so many I wish to do.

I-I can't give up yet I have to fight… No I-I don't want to go it's not my time!!

Suddenly it's all black and I can't think anymore…