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So there's like this little group of things that keep happening in my life that make it one boring redundant mess of crap. It bothers me that my life only consists of a few repeating things, but that's how it is. These are:

-Boredom
-Video Games
-Practice
-Depression for [Insert Reason Here]
-Work
-Sleep
-Love Life Troubles

So this nasty little cycle continues day in and day out and it never changes. There's very short periods where one of these things will disguise itself as something new, but it all ends up returning the beginning of the circle in the end. It irks me to no end.

You know what else irks me to know end? The fact that I'm apparently SUCH a desirable guy according to all of my female friends, yet no one will date me for whatever reason. I always have my female friends always saying things like, "Awww, you're so sweet" and, "I wish my guy was as thoughtful as you" and a massive list of other compliments based on my general nature. So where does this get me? Sitting here, single in this chair. You women confuse me so.

And another thing that confuses me is why I get stupid little things that come up out of nowhere to ruin my plans. See, I was going to finally get time earlier to mail a friend's Christmas present to her and what happens? I get a call from my apartment complex office telling me I need to fill out renewal paperwork today or they might have to throw me out at the beginning of the year. Glad to know these things so far in advanced...So needless to say, I went and filled out paperwork and never made it anywhere close to the post office.

Presents kind of bother me sometimes. Seriously. I mean, I got some wonderful things from my parents for Christmas and I am extremely grateful that I got anyhting, but all of these games keep piling up and I have no time to play them because of school. I feel like I'm cheating my folks because they buy me games that I hardly get to play!

That reminds me that I need more freetime in my life to write my series of short stories and finish my saxophone quartet pieces, as well as that Sonate I started. I just wish I could go back to the simple life when I worked at EB and lived at home...I wonder if I could get the assistant manager spot at the new store and move back and finish college slowly while paying off my student loans. I miss so many things in life...

So I keep going off on tangent after tangent and you all are thinking either "WTF?" or "STFU." Well, there's a good reason for all of this and I'll be glad to explain it:

I MISS BRITTANY AND SHE'S GOING TO BE GONE FOR LIKE A WEEK!

Don't get too wasted in Margaritaville that you don't come back, my Brittany. gonk heart