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well here i sit..
betta wont be here for 5 months .. well off and on for maybe 20 minutes to send me messages and stuff but as for home he is forbidden to come online now.. i feel sorry for him, he is stuck in an american society but governed by his mom in old china society ways where fun comes last before anything .. and i mean anything ..

as for me.. i will go on .. am i looking for another guy on here? nope just cause he is gone for awhile doesnt mean i am going to leave him .. he needs support and i am going to be here for him .. he is under alot of stress at home cause of family values on what needs to be done for him . but shouldnt it be what he truely wants?

well xmas is over .. had to take down the tree cause it was drying out badly .. son cried cause of that and then thru a fit .. how do you explain to a 2 year old that you cant keep everything

oh for those that know about my sewer problems its half way fixed YAY .. though i will have people digging in my backyard this spring since the pipe that is for the sewer has a tree growing in it.. arent i speciall my own sewer tree *giggles*.. ugh so i dont have a complete pond in the basement .. only when so many people use the water at once

and i got a new nuke machine! and for those dont know what a nuke machine is... its a microwave.. hehehe.. i think i like this one better than my last one so YAY for me.. oh and today another one of my fishies died crying am running out of tanks to get them in .. i have 2 very large tanks and 3 small ones and i need to get another tank cause they are breeding like .. well like fishies *giggles*

well i guess that is all for now
thanks for reading
Love Always to those i know
Moonie