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Give Me A Good Reason To Stay On Gaia.
Before I start, I know that I have few friends on here. Labbeh and Garrett, at least, have helped me through these tough times..

Simply putting it, Whit is tired. Tired of people ACTING like friends on here, then going and stabbing my back, then abandoning me.
I experience that everyday IRL. I go on here to get with my FRIENDS. Or so I thought..
Thennnnnnnn Briana goes and acts like my so-called-friends and does what I said above.
Lawlz. Yeah, I am friends with Garr, I'M SORRY. But that is no reason to "block me/not-ever-talk-to-me-again-because-I-talk-to-him".
Ha.. I thought you were my friend. Ha..I thought you wouldn't ever abandon me and stab me in the back like the others.. Ha..I was wrong I guess. ._.
Last night, got maybe.. 1 hour of sleep.
Last night, cried.. most of the night.
Crying right now. Because I ******** thought I had a friend.
This whole STUPID ******** FIGHT came at the wrong time. Family is slowly going poor. Because even though it rained, the crops have rootworm and are dying. No crops = no income = us living in a box. .-. And every memory of Brandon possible assaulting me. And my stupid family constantly blaming me for everything that goes wrong. School is starting. . . ._.
*puts arms around self* It's times like these when I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. But I don't have that, now do I? No.
I want to just go and die.
I just want to leave a world that doesn't truly want me at all.

So, all give me a good-a**-reason to stay.

k.






User Comments: [18]
Dorei Kitten
Community Member





Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 10:19pm


Personnally I think what she did shows that she wasnt a true friend... A true friend will not force you to choose sides, as I said erlier on MSN if you want to be friends with her you can block me. I said this to chibi and everyone I will say this to. I will not force others to change their friendship just for my own needs...

The fight was stupid, they went crazy over a Reality show in Hollywood -.- they needs to read and watch things and learn that things arnt as they portray in hollywood... -.-

Whit I am sorry about your crops... I wish I could have helped, I personally might be moving up to the city with my grandmother soon so I can have a reliable home


Retarded Gopher
Community Member





Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 10:31pm


Because i love you. :]]


Kiyo_Michan
Community Member





Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 11:21pm


#1 Gar blocked Meiko because he blocked AJ and because he said, "I knew Meiko wouldn't like it so I blocked her..." Was that a good reason? HMMMM?

#2 I've seen Meiko be so nice to you and talk to you on the phone so yeah she must never have been there for you...and messenger and staying up FOREVER LATE even if she wanted to go to sleep to talk to you

#3 Gar HAS NOT always been there for you...I remember you wanted to date him, him saying he didn't want a girlfriend, and then the next day he suddenly has a girlfriend...

I'm sure you are both going to block me because of this and I don't care...I'm still never going to add anyone to my blocklist...

I'm not going to repeat my suicide rap again because you heard it from me once... stare
I had thought that once would be enough...

I ain't going to live under the complacent thumb of the good girl anymore...I aim to misbehave and all hail the Queen b***h Kiyo!


- The Depp Effect -
Community Member





Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 11:39pm


#1. No, i guess not.
#2. I know. She seemed to care, then. But then all of a sudden doesn't give a s**t just because I am friends with Garr.
#3. No, i guess he has not ALWAYS been there for me. Ka-duh. Yes, i know. I fareakin' know he said he didn't want a girlfriend, then the next day, gets one. I know. I know. I think about that all the time. But he has cared about me after that, and even now.

.......

I'm not blocking anyone.

XD
Feck, whatever Kiyo. I am suicidal. ******** sorry. I get that way because everything always goes wrong. lmao.

What the ******** ever.

I'm gone. I'm hated on this stupid ******** site.

Enjoy your ******** life.


- The Depp Effect -
Community Member





Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 12:21am


Sorry, but any other comments after this one will be deleted. lmao I'm tired of everyone acting like they care over gaia OR IRL.

IM me if you have s**t to say to/about me.

End.


floofeh_bunneh
Community Member





Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 03:24am


D: I know you said that you would delete all other comments after the one you just posted, but please take a little bit of time to read this... ;-;
i guess you don't have to but i would appreciate it if you could.
i didn't realise how hard it was for you at the moment (a bit of the past), i suppose that really shows how much i cared, i'm so sorry for being like that.
i would love it if you could stay... at least that way i have a chance of getting to know you better.
i'm just so sorry u.u


- The Depp Effect -
Community Member





Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 01:32pm


To, Ippus, who's post was ******** deleted.

Go ******** yourself and die.

kthx.


TristenLovesGavin
Community Member





Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 07:27pm




I have no idea what's going on, or what happened.. or.. pretty much anything, and because of that I'm not going to side with you or anyone else, or tell you what you should and shouldn't do about anything. XP But I do know there are plenty of people on here who care for you Whit. And you know that, too. Seriously.
So regardless of whatever is going on, don't go doing anything stupid. :B Think of Johnny! Would you want him to lose his best fan-girl?

I don't think so. :3 heart

Muah.


- The Depp Effect -
Community Member





Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 07:50pm


Adrastia.
Intarnet luffs for yew.
Nah, I don't want Jonneh to lse his biggest fangirl, me~
I'm probably going to take a brak from Gaia. And just get on to check messages/trades/ect.
heart


.scrapped bride.
Community Member





Thu Aug 24, 2006 @ 06:17pm


aww i heart you
and i'm going to start using gaia again <3

you know i luff my whitney very much so! you helped me threw some really horrible times. when my mommy almost died in the hospital you were always there to answer your cell and listen to me cry.


- The Depp Effect -
Community Member





Sat Aug 26, 2006 @ 04:58pm


Yay missie-chan.
<3
I'm always there for you~


- The Depp Effect -
Community Member





Sat Aug 26, 2006 @ 05:03pm


Ippus.
Several people gave me reasons to stay.
But not people on Gaia. On messengers.
Go shove your minis down your throat, choke, and die.


Nami-Koi
Community Member





Tue Aug 29, 2006 @ 01:01pm


I know I might not know the whole story about what's going on between you and your friends, But I do know that yo will be missed by dozens of people. And those dozens of people that care about that you're leaving, and want you to stay, are the ones that are your true friends. I would hate it if you left me, 'Cuz you're just so nice and a fun person. You rarely get that on gaia ever. I'm just a lucky person to get a friend like you, and you deserve more than just a couple of two-faced assholes who decided one day: "Hey! Let's go on make Whit's life a living ********! Wooohooo!" Those people can go and ******** die because you just don't need them around. Please don't leave though. ilu. <3

Also, Sorry to hear about your crops. I don't know much about farming and things like that because I fail and live in the suburbs in New York. It doesn't sound good though. It'll become better, I promise you that.

ilu. <3333333


Pirate Karma
Community Member





Thu Aug 31, 2006 @ 05:06am


You don't know me but I understand. My famliy is, well, is now pretty much poor, I got no real friends irl, but the few on the comp. and there was many times I almost lost my best friend and just cried all night long, no sleep... we worked it out somehow... but I still worry like crazy I will lose her. So I know what pain you are going thogh, if you ever need to talk to someone you can PM me, I am turly really sorry about your friend. *hugs* good luck, pm me if you ever need to talk.


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