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Well I'm here sitting in front of my pc, surfing the net listening to my chemical romance.... we have our monthly test this afternoon, but I'm not reviewing, I don't know something's buggin' me. I'm still swimming in fantasy land thinking about her.....I can't just get enough of her, her smiles her voice it's so angelic! I don't know what I feel,maybe it's just infatuation but I don't know.... I feel this strange thing when she's close to me, it's a wierd feeling of happiness and anxiety and there's a strong yearning that I feel for her, there's a desire to make her happy, to take care of her to see her simple smile which is very awe inspiring and even though I'ts clear that she don't care for me and I don't mean a single thing to her... I am still hoping that someday she'd notice that I am here for her... and I'll do everything to make her smile....