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I'm afraid.
Of what Sin-sama?
If I fall in love with him I know what will happen.
What do you think will happen?
He'll dissapear. Like everyone else has.
He'll dissapear...? You think he'll leave?
Yes. And I'll be alone again.
Again? What do you mean?
Everyone that I get atached to leaves at some point or another. Friends. Child hood crushes. Everyone. That's why I stopped trying.
Stopped trying? Stopped trying to do what?
I stopped trying to make friends.
But why Sin-sama?
Because it hurt to much.
It hurt to much...? What did?
Everything.
Oh Sin-sama.... It'll be ok...
I cant fall for him. If I do he'll leave and I'll be misserable.
Sin-sama... Maybe... He wont leave.... If he loves you.... Then he wont...
.... I'm not so sure..... Other people have left... Other people that have held a stronger place in my heart then he does right now....
....... Sin-sama.... If he does come to love you.... And you come to love him... Then he wont leave you. I know it. From what I know he's not like other people. He's... He's like you.
... I dont want to be alone anymore Twi-chan... I hate how my life is... I'm always alone... But I'm to damn shy or antisocial to talk to people.... I hate it....
I know Sin-sama.... I know... Please dont be sad..... It'll be ok...... I know it....
... Heh... Sometimes I wonder how I could ever create someone like you Twi-chan... Your to nice...
.... -smiles faintly- You can create someone like me because I am apart of you. I exist within you even if you do not see it.
I dont see it. Not one bit. But thank you, Twi-chan. Your... A good friend.
 Pyromaniacle Insomniac · Wed Sep 20, 2006 @ 05:53am · 1 Comments |
