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*sigh*

I want to go out tonight, but I don't want to go out alone. Well, part of me does but I know what'll prolly happen if I do. Autumn is here, and I have the urge to find a secluded place and enjoy the night.

Too bad there's not much to offer here.

Have you ever wanted to just get into your car and drive off in any direction and see where it takes you? Of course you have.

I want to do that right now, I know how to drive well enough to do that.

Cabin fever. I kinda wish someone was with me right now. Is he thinking of me? Doubtful. Perhaps I should tell myself what I've been telling a friend...I'll find someone who cares someday. Is it even possible? I don't know. I want to believe in the idea that something good will happen to me. I'm just disappointed that I put so much time and emotion into this one person and got nothing...well...I got something, but it wasn't what I really wanted.

*rolls*

I still want to be outside right now.