I finished my gaia avie, and i'm already dispointed with it... I don't think he's cute enough, everyone kept giving me low scores on the fourms, I guess i'll never be happy with my avie... I also lost almost all interest in drawing ever again since my mom riped almost all my drawings, they ment the world to me and now that there gone forever I feel worthless to the drawing world....I don't feel I can draw any more, I try but every thing comes out sucky now and I end up riping it myself, the drawing she didn't get are....
and I never even got to finish this one of me and Josh...
this one I drew while I was at rehap, cause I tried to kill myself cause i missed being Josh so much...
this one's still in my sckeehbook, i drew this one soon after me and Josh broke up, cause of my stupid mistake.......
I use to sleep by this one at night... it was one of my favorites, I liked Josh's suborn look, it's so cute ^.^
I never even got to finish coloring this one....
this one is very old and ment a lot too me, it was the first drawing I ever drew of me and Josh, this was of ower old avies, and I'm the pet XD
the rest I didn't have scaned... I wish I scaned them.... well at least these ones weren't lost forever I can still print them out when i get a printer x.x I use to have with really cool one with like prefect shading of Josh as this angelic warrior fighting this demonic fox, that took me 3weeks to finish and it was the best drawing I ever drew... I was going to have my friend scan it for me so I could show Josh I really wanted too.... I also had this drawing of Josh as this demonic evil type warrior that looked kinda desent, I messed up the shading horribly, but any way it had a flame dragon around his sword, I never finished it cause I was disapointed with it so it had the guys head he was fighting floating in mid air XD I also had a bunch of pictures of me and Josh cuddleing, huging, kissing, things like that.... I had a couple yaoi ones I have to admit it... Well now I'm geting depressed thinking of what drawing I had, so I'll end this journal entry.....
Cory
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