Me and my boyfriend broke up tonight, it was for the best, since I don't love him as much as I love Josh and I didn't want to hurt him any more cause I'm still not over Josh and I don't think I'll ever get over Josh... And he always complained how I always wrote about Josh in my Journal entrys and how my email and msn username say "I Love you Joshie" he even complained about when Josh would comment my profile, Josh is my best friend and I wasn't going to let Clay have his way, Josh means way more to me! I love Josh more then any one else in the world and theres nothing I wouldn't do to make him happy!
Things other then that, I was going through my old drawing books and found another drawing I drew of me and Josh, I put it up on my wall, I 9 drawing that arn't ripped of Josh and I'm drawing more ^.^ it's not that big of a deal any more that my mom ripped them. She felt bad and bought me a whole bruch of drawing suplies. I was also think that about the drawings she ripped, now atleast I have space for the new ones xd and yes I had that many on my wall, pilled over each other and every thing xp 9 drawing is better then none and plus I can always draw more ^.^ and I'm working on one of Josh playing his angelic guitar I keep messing up on the damn wing of the guitar, and yes I'm a prefect freak when I'm drawing ^.^
Oh yeah my new favoriter band is Seether I burnt a couple cd's from my friend Mark, I'm going to buy them to suport the artist ^.^
I also threw away all my blades cause I don't want to cut any more and disapoint Josh any more and plus it's not worth the scaring after wards, I think I have Josh's name scared into my arm atleast 3times one of them is still healing I cut his name into my arm a few days ago and my cousin freaked out and searched my room and even told my friends they got mad at me, I realized I'm not just hurting my self by cutting but everyone around me that cares about me
YAY my old sckeehbook! It hit me on the head, but I found 3 other drawing I drew of Josh in it ^.^ the hit on the head was so worth it xd *rubs head* I really need to clean the top of my closet and the drawing in my other Journal entry that I thought was the frist drawing I drew of Josh and me it wasn't I found one dated 3-26-06 3days after we met ^.^
I also found my crapy manga I drew XD about me and Josh XD of course, and you can actaully tell how horrible I was at drawing backgrounds XD I'm not going to continue it cause looks kinda stupid to begain with and it takes too much time for some thing that looks horrible...
Oh yeah don't buy the new pokemon game for the ds it's kinda stupid, it's a bit fun but too easy I bet the game in 5days and I wasn't even trying, it was no challenge to me, but I guess the game was ment for little kids not a 18 year old pokemon fan xd
I don't know what else to write... Well it's sure as hell long enough xd
Cory
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