Love this little feeling that drives people crazy.
I never believed in that feeling.
Yes, I've already said "I'm in love"
But I knew that it was nothing more than a crush.
I was starting to doubt the existence of love
This summer, I thought that I had met it
The love of my life that took long to get over
This time, I was sure it was the love of my life
But today, I was horribly wrong...
The love of my life was holding hands with it's love
My heart broke at that moment
At first, I was angry and mad
If I had a sword or a gun in my hands
I would have killed everyone in my sight
Friends or strangers, young or old
It didn't matter at all
Instead of the Rage of Achilles from The Iliad
It was the Rage of KC
Listened to some Billy Talent really loud
It always calms me down
Then I felt sad and tears ran down my face
I feel betrayed and alone
Should I weep like Achilles did to the gods?
Ask for revenge and end up destroying myself?
All this for my vanity?
But why would vanity matter
If your loved one doesn't love you?
Is there really a point to my life?
I've screwed up my life
All my dreams went down in the drain
I abandoned my sweet innocence
When I arrived in this city
It corrupted and robbed me
Next year, I will be an adult
But will I live till then?
Do I want to live till then?
What does my heart want?
It wants the impossible
It wants love and happiness
But I only get misery and sufferings
Life is so not worth living
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Well I'm totally over that person now... but I still remains friends with cause it's a wonderful person with a great personality and heart.
Just that sometimes, I have the feeling of being watched by him in class... That disables my emotions but I've put a cross on his name in my "love" list. xD